Sunday, 4 November 2012
#4 How Do I Decide What To Share #NHBPM
Today is day 4 of WEGO Health's National Health Blog Post Month (#NHBPM): "How Did I Decide What To Share. What Do/Don't I Share."
And on the sabbath! *mock horror*
So how did I decide what to share?
It was easy.
Everything.
Everything relating to MY LIFE "living" with a chronic illness.
I see things in black and white.
I am learning to find room for some grey in my life.
A sliver.
It's a start.
Just not fifty shades!
After suffering a nervous breakdown I was diagnosed with an "extremist personality", clinically known as Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), Mind, Wikipedia.
I now know I had a nervous breakdown because of undiagnosed hypothyroidism.
Either way it lead to a diagnosis.
Eventually.
Dark Days.
Black.
Metaphorically my life with chronic illness is now grey.
(If you are wondering: yes, I do "do" irony)
Not yet into the light.
But progress.
I digress.
When I started this blog the only way it would work for me was if I told the whole story.
No sugar coating.
If I was to help myself and others.
Everything.
Honesty is important to me.
I have trust issues.
I believe that democracy has to be secular.
So too my blog.
Hypothyroidism > Hashimoto's Thyroiditis > Thyroid Health > Chronic Illness > Mental Health > Gluten Free.
This is MY LIFE.
I have room for little else.
But when I do.
I've even been known to share my joie de vivre.
Remember, for as long as we have hope we have a chance.
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I just started reading your blog and I am loving it! There are many things I want to comment on and *someday* I probably will. This I had to comment on immediately. I had a 23 year old niece diagnosed with BPD who eventually commited suicide. So, to a very small extent, I know the horror you have (are?) experienced. I also have several chronic illnesses, one of which is hypothyroidism (undiagnosed), so I also commiserate with you there. I just want to say that we all have to keep up the fight, no matter how difficult it sometimes is. My name is Melanie and I truly will visit and comment again!
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