Groundhog Day......

......I keep repeating the same pattern of behaviour and it goes something like this......

Most evenings I have the same thought; "if I feel like this when I wake up tomorrow I will be able to have a productive day".

Sucker!!!!

You see it is in the evening when I feel most human...... mentally I am at my sharpest and physically I feel quite perky.

And I am full of hope......

Then reality kicks in...... why does it have to kick in...... so inconsiderate!

I feel tired so I go to bed...... still thinking...... "if I get to sleep then nirvana awaits me in the morning".

Sucker!!!!

Inevitably getting to sleep is an ordeal...... sometimes I have to get out of bed go downstairs and start the process all over again.

So, finally, I get to sleep...... sweet dreams and all that...... then morning comes......

Groundhog Day!!!!...... I feel like death warmed up......

I make my way downstairs with this deafening racket ringing in my ears......

It is hope's Antichrist...... reality!

SUCKER!!!!

By now it is the middle of the day and I have managed to reboot and I am functioning about as efficiently as my broadband connection...... private joke...... I trust you can work it out!

During this Utopia I am supposed to have the time to concentrate...... yeah, right...... on getting better, acquiring knowledge, and what's it called...... that's right...... living!

Sucker!!!!

Do not despair...... during all of this I have somehow managed to make progress. And anyway during the remainder of the day I continue to warm up...... to the point where on my better days I treat you all to a blog post...... lucky you!

Now who's the sucker!!!!...... oh come on, that has got to be worth a laugh!

The fellow obsessives amongst you will have noticed my penchant for...... dots(?) today...... and each time six of the precious beauties...... and a liberal sprinkling of exclamation marks!

So, as the day draws to a close a thought occurs to me;  "if I feel like this when I wake up tomorrow I will be able to have a productive day"......